(Little Spider had been raised in Church as a child, no matter how
much abuse went on through the week, Sunday we were in Church as the loving family. My brother and sister were beaten
more severely than me, for reason I'm not going into here, but as my brother grew older and more troubled he vowed to pay
everyone back for his vicious, terrorizing abuse as a child. My brother always protected me as much as he could as an older
brother, but he was simply no match for the wild thing called woman in our life. I almost understand why my brother became
involved in Satanism, but it tore us apart. The year's of protection, the years of our tear's as well as our younger sister
pain and tear's were all too much for his tender, loving heart to take any longer. He vowed to make everyone pay. Its almost
as if he blamed God for not protecting us as children for the terror day and night for years. My brother's love turned
to hate as he turned to Satan for power and I turned to Jesus. It was a battle neither one of us was ever prepared for as
children. A battle that cost one brother his life, terror to reign in a family from the principalities of darkness were never
ending. We could of used God's full armor as children if anyone would of cared enough to teach us about such things.)
In a weak moment Little Spider was going to take her families life
and then her own to end the horrible, terrifying pain in her life. Little Spider did not want her husband, children or un-born
grandchildren to ever suffer as she had; as she had no one to teach her spiritual warfare other than the Holy Spirit step-by-step,
defeat after defeat and it nearly cost this family their lives. But, read and see what a mighty God we serve! Little Spider
did not see the hands of the Lord in her life during these trying times as she was in a private schooling of sorts to learn
how to fight Satan and his evil doers.)
EV: Psalms 91:9-16 (God puts his angels in charge of us)
You
have made the Lord your defender; the Most High your protector, no violence will come near your home. God will put his angels
in charge of you to protect you wherever you go. They will hold you up with their hands to keep you from hurting your feet
on the stones. You will trample down lions and snakes, fierce lions, and poisonous snakes. God say, "I will save those who
love me. And I will protect those who acknowledge me as Lord. When they call to me, I will answer them: when they are in trouble,
I will be with them. I will rescue them and honor them. I will reward them with long life: I will save them.
KJV:
John 15:11-17 (Love One Another) These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy
might be full. This is my commandment, that ye love one another, as I have loved you. Greater love hath no man than this than
a man lay down his life for his friends. Ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you. Henceforth I call you not servants;
for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father
I have made known unto you. YE HAVE NOT CHOSEN ME, BUT I HAVE CHOSEN YOU, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth
fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that WHATSOEVER YE SHALL ASK OF THE FATHER IN MY NAME, HE MAY GIVE IT TO YOU. These
things I command you. THAT YE LOVE ONE ANOTHER.
(Little Spider found that it was hard for to love those who had hurt
her over and over again in the past. But when Jesus became the Master of my life one more time, I found those whom had hurt
me didn't seem to be my enemy anymore, therefore I would let my guard down, by not staying in God's words, running with the
enemy, forgetting to pray and acting worldly. This happened over and over again, Little Spider couldn't give up that part
of the world she wanted so much, her family and friends that were here most dangerous enemy of all. Loving my enemy was almost
impossible and this brought confusion where worshiping the Lord was concerned, and usually I ended up walking in defeat one
more time like so many of you are doing now. But don't give up, because as we continue on with our road map in hand, we will
find where the crooked path's are at and simply find the right path to travel on down with the Lord's help.) The King of Kings
is never wrong friend.

THE SON OF GOD, JESUS CHRIST
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